RacinTough (11:52:33 AM): hi

squirt82599 (11:52:39 AM): whatcha doin?

RacinTough (11:52:46 AM): nothing

squirt82599 (11:52:58 AM): fun! lol

RacinTough (11:53:27 AM): yea

squirt82599 (11:53:43 AM): you ok? you sound.....i dunno....strange i guess

RacinTough (11:53:51 AM): im fine

squirt82599 (11:54:00 AM): ok :-)

RacinTough (11:54:18 AM): what are you doin

squirt82599 (11:54:40 AM): just got home from the store - delaying putting groceries away

RacinTough (11:54:57 AM): ahh

squirt82599 (11:55:08 AM): yeah - exciting i know...lol

RacinTough (11:55:15 AM): i bet

squirt82599 (11:55:25 AM): not really lol :-)

squirt82599 (11:55:53 AM): gonna put all these away, take some meds and go to bed i think

RacinTough (11:56:07 AM): ok

squirt82599 (11:56:28 AM): i dunno - - more than likely i'll end up staying up all day

RacinTough (11:56:48 AM): lol

squirt82599 (11:57:26 AM): just hangin out today?

RacinTough (11:57:52 AM): gonna work on the house and the car

squirt82599 (11:58:09 AM): fun

RacinTough (11:58:15 AM): yepper

squirt82599 (11:59:05 AM): i've gotta grab the rest of that stuff from you too at some point....

RacinTough (11:59:18 AM): lol someday

squirt82599 (11:59:27 AM): what? lol

squirt82599 (11:59:37 AM): don't wanna give it up? lol

RacinTough (11:59:37 AM): nothing

RacinTough (11:59:53 AM): no

squirt82599 (11:59:59 AM): :-P

RacinTough (12:00:05 PM): just have been talkin about gettin it and we havent done it yet

squirt82599 (12:00:33 PM): hey - btw, did you ever watch that video? (getting what? me coming to get it?)

RacinTough (12:00:59 PM): what vedio

squirt82599 (12:01:06 PM): the one you have

RacinTough (12:01:27 PM): i dont think i did

squirt82599 (12:01:34 PM): lol

squirt82599 (12:02:04 PM): thats probably a good thing then :-) lol

RacinTough (12:02:35 PM): ahh

squirt82599 (12:03:03 PM): do you even know where it is?

RacinTough (12:03:10 PM): humm i think i dunno

squirt82599 (12:04:02 PM): talk to valerie anymore?

RacinTough (12:04:12 PM): some

squirt82599 (12:04:24 PM): how's she/things?

RacinTough (12:04:36 PM): ok

RacinTough (12:04:39 PM): i dunno

squirt82599 (12:04:57 PM): things will never work with us will they?

RacinTough (12:05:13 PM): i really dont know

squirt82599 (12:05:39 PM): ok - lemme rephrase..lol.....you don't want them to work more than friends do you? (cuz you'd rather be with her)

RacinTough (12:07:03 PM): i have no clue what is gonna happen with me and her

RacinTough (12:07:11 PM): for some reason i cant let go

squirt82599 (12:07:17 PM): likewise

squirt82599 (12:08:30 PM): what did i do to make you look somewhere else? (because frankly, this is the third time this has happened to me)

RacinTough (12:09:16 PM): i dunno really

RacinTough (12:09:21 PM): wasnt really looking

squirt82599 (12:09:42 PM): then how did it happen?

RacinTough (12:10:05 PM): just did i dunno

squirt82599 (12:11:54 PM): suppose we could try it again?

RacinTough (12:12:52 PM): i gotta get rid of her before anything

squirt82599 (12:13:22 PM): what do you mean?

RacinTough (12:13:35 PM): got to get her out of my life

squirt82599 (12:13:59 PM): ah

squirt82599 (12:16:00 PM): but how, when you don't want her to go?

RacinTough (12:16:22 PM): thats my problem

squirt82599 (12:16:52 PM): why not stay friends?

RacinTough (12:17:11 PM): i dunno

squirt82599 (12:17:55 PM): were you guys as serious as you and i were?

RacinTough (12:18:29 PM): kinda

squirt82599 (12:18:52 PM): like babies and trying and stuff?

RacinTough (12:19:36 PM): no trying

squirt82599 (12:20:31 PM): i just can't let go of all of that......i've never been that serious and wanting of anything in my entire life

RacinTough (12:20:58 PM): i know. brb gonna run to my parents

squirt82599 (12:27:46 PM): would you be willing/want to try things again with us? *lemme know when you get back, i'm gonna put these groceries away*

RacinTough (12:34:02 PM): right at this moment i dont know what i want in life anymore

squirt82599 (12:34:24 PM): what do you mean?

RacinTough (12:35:05 PM): right now i cant answer that on

squirt82599 (12:36:10 PM): would you tell me if you knew - regardless of if it was what i wanted to hear or not.......

RacinTough (12:37:09 PM): brb bill is here

squirt82599 (12:39:21 PM): k

RacinTough (12:48:04 PM): k

squirt82599 (12:48:25 PM): would you tell me if you knew - regardless of if it was what i wanted to hear or not.......

RacinTough (12:48:35 PM): i would tell ya

squirt82599 (12:48:59 PM): can you tell me why my computer keeps like semi-freezing?

RacinTough (12:49:20 PM): is that the one from fort wayne

squirt82599 (12:49:35 PM): no - its an old one from home

squirt82599 (12:49:43 PM): older*

RacinTough (12:49:45 PM): i dont know why

squirt82599 (12:49:47 PM): lol

RacinTough (12:50:10 PM): cause it is old

RacinTough (12:50:12 PM): i dunno

squirt82599 (12:50:36 PM): ok, promise a couple things - - that we will always be as close as we are and i will never lose you as a friend.....

RacinTough (12:50:51 PM): ok

squirt82599 (12:51:47 PM): ashley move in yet?

RacinTough (12:51:59 PM): no

RacinTough (12:52:21 PM): well a few boxes

squirt82599 (12:52:24 PM): lol

squirt82599 (12:52:54 PM): when does your mcleod bill usually come?

RacinTough (12:53:06 PM): humm i dunno

RacinTough (12:53:06 PM): soon

squirt82599 (12:53:31 PM): check it and make sure they don't put both numbers on that one statement :-) lol - - -and if they do lemme know

RacinTough (12:53:51 PM): ok

squirt82599 (12:54:19 PM): mom was asking about you today

RacinTough (12:54:30 PM): oh yea

squirt82599 (12:54:53 PM): yeah

squirt82599 (12:55:27 PM): (shit - i left the frickin pop in the car - - - - living on the third floor sucks butt ya know? lol)

RacinTough (12:55:48 PM): lol

squirt82599 (12:56:19 PM): it does - - - moving was awful! lol

RacinTough (12:56:29 PM): i hate moving

squirt82599 (12:58:00 PM): (my parents didnt help.......) but haulin all that shit ALL THE WAY up here...not cool

RacinTough (12:58:23 PM): lol

squirt82599 (12:58:59 PM): hell, i dunno if mom even knows where i live :-) lol

RacinTough (12:59:07 PM): lol

squirt82599 (12:59:16 PM): eh - probably a good thing

squirt82599 (12:59:21 PM): :-)

RacinTough (12:59:22 PM): lol

squirt82599 (12:59:35 PM): well! you know how she is

RacinTough (12:59:52 PM): yea

squirt82599 (1:00:31 PM): i had a couple of the guys from work haul my big stuff over here (bed, etc)

RacinTough (1:00:39 PM): yea

squirt82599 (1:01:03 PM): they werent too happy when they found out there was no elevator and they had to carry it up the steps ;-) lol

RacinTough (1:01:26 PM): yea but the heat bill will be cheeper

squirt82599 (1:01:54 PM): thats what i'm hopin....

RacinTough (1:02:16 PM): lol

squirt82599 (1:02:18 PM): i get to go to the doctors office on tues i think lol

RacinTough (1:02:19 PM): it will be

RacinTough (1:02:31 PM): gotta be cheeper then mine

squirt82599 (1:02:36 PM): how much is yours?

RacinTough (1:02:41 PM): lol dont ask

squirt82599 (1:02:55 PM): tell me lol

RacinTough (1:03:02 PM): its only 50

squirt82599 (1:03:23 PM): my first one, for the first 5 days was like 4.30

RacinTough (1:03:38 PM): ahh

squirt82599 (1:03:41 PM): lol

squirt82599 (1:04:05 PM): now if i can just keep my feet warm - i'm good to go :-) lol

RacinTough (1:04:10 PM): lol

squirt82599 (1:04:35 PM): my mom talked me into to going in to be check out again....fun times :-) lol

RacinTough (1:04:46 PM): yea

squirt82599 (1:04:52 PM): not really

squirt82599 (1:05:10 PM): its not like i have a liking for needles you know

squirt82599 (1:05:22 PM): speaking of - do you have any idea how many of your syringes i have?

squirt82599 (1:05:32 PM): i keep finding them lol

RacinTough (1:05:33 PM): probally more then i have

squirt82599 (1:05:55 PM): oh hell - -not that many

RacinTough (1:06:28 PM): i know

squirt82599 (1:06:46 PM): you should have gone with me to Jennifer's party last weekend :-) lol........you could have driven me home :-) lol

RacinTough (1:07:25 PM): last weekend

squirt82599 (1:07:31 PM): yeah

squirt82599 (1:07:36 PM): saturday night

RacinTough (1:07:52 PM): humm i was doin something but dont remember

squirt82599 (1:07:58 PM): lol

squirt82599 (1:08:44 PM): i had 3 - - the first one, i was feeling good, the second one made me happy - the third...man, that did me in

squirt82599 (1:09:01 PM): *never let melissa buy me drinks again*

squirt82599 (1:09:05 PM): lol

RacinTough (1:09:26 PM): lol

squirt82599 (1:09:33 PM): :-P

squirt82599 (1:09:51 PM): i came home, crawled in bed - and was out

squirt82599 (1:09:52 PM): lol

RacinTough (1:10:02 PM): lol

squirt82599 (1:10:09 PM): O:-)

squirt82599 (1:13:31 PM): this is a totally retarded question, but i'm gonna ask you anyway - - -- suppose i could ever have something similar to what you have with randee's kids, with gavin?

RacinTough (1:13:57 PM): maybe if meredith wasnt a cunt

squirt82599 (1:14:13 PM): once she calms down/you get him

RacinTough (1:14:25 PM): who knows with her

squirt82599 (1:15:12 PM): hey - was she the one that was pregnant with your kid at one point, then lost it? (i remember you saying something about that a LONG time ago, but can't remember)

RacinTough (1:15:45 PM): yea

squirt82599 (1:17:01 PM): i kinda figured - - and i've gotta ask, but you don't have to answer if you don't wanna and then i will drop it, but were you trying? or did it just kinda happen?

RacinTough (1:17:13 PM): accident

squirt82599 (1:17:17 PM): ahh

squirt82599 (1:17:20 PM): (both?)

RacinTough (1:17:28 PM): yea

squirt82599 (1:17:35 PM): ah

squirt82599 (1:19:20 PM): i hate this computer

RacinTough (1:19:27 PM): lol

squirt82599 (1:19:49 PM): and i dont wanna go to work tonight - - - you should come visit me ;-) lol

RacinTough (1:19:55 PM): i dunno

RacinTough (1:20:01 PM): but i am gonna go work on the house

squirt82599 (1:20:04 PM): lol

squirt82599 (1:20:14 PM): wait -

RacinTough (1:20:20 PM): hugh

squirt82599 (1:20:20 PM): do i have any mail?

RacinTough (1:20:35 PM): humm no i dont think so

squirt82599 (1:20:42 PM): ok, cool :-) don't work too hard

RacinTough (1:20:47 PM): ok bye

squirt82599 (1:20:51 PM): give me a call later ;-) adios