Okay - that made me smile.

Secondly,

I'm missing the spiritual aspect in my life. It's gone - completely and I want it back, but I am not sure what "that" really is. I envy the people that do know, and are able to celebrate their beliefs with friends/family etc. I just am totally lost.

Growing up Catholic - everyone is always telling you "this is this and that's what we believe" and know one really knew why. I enjoyed going to one particular church in Indiana, but now that I'm back, I'm missing spirituality completely......I need to find something, but how????