I had my teeth prepped for what I thought were going to be bridges put in, and I got "temporary ones" and then talked to my mom and find out that they are going to put in a crown or something without clearing it with me.....um.....mom's to explain later?
Secondly,
I had that psychiatrist appt yesterday and despite the fact that I threw a fit in the car because I didn't want to go, and frankly was scared to go, it went just about as well as to be expected. TJ went with me, and we were sitting in the car while I got my insurance cards out and I decided I wasn't going, so he shut off the car and took my keys. (I drove.) I dug through my purse to get my other set...started the car, checked my blindspot and he took that one too. Then he threated to call Jeff, because he knew that Jeff would make me go, and he would fill out the papers for me (because he knows that stuff) and thats when I just BLEW UP. I started crying and swearing and all he did was leaned over and gave me a hug.....I KNEW then, that I seriously needed to go in there and admit I've got something "not right" in my head and get it fixed.
I talked with Dr. Stutts for an hour about things. He had to do more of asking questions because I'm not one to necessarily volunteer details. We ended up concluding that I have depression and panic disorder. So I've got meds for both of those and he wants me to see a therapist once every week or every other week - whatever she thinks. They are supposed to call me and set up and appointment.
*sighs* I felt better after talking to him though, and knowing I'm not crazy and its not all in my head. Maybe I can get this under control and get back to being me and enjoying my life and myself......