How about any ways that I CAN prove I'm trustworthy.

Here's the deal, I was really worried about things with him and I and a BUNCH of other factors played into it that if I go into them here, this will be the longest entry known to man. Anyway, with my parents constantly telling me that Jeff doesnt want me/love me/etc and not being able to see him, I started to flip out. I created a screenname and started talking to him as "Laci." I felt really bad about it and emailed him later that night about what I had done, and how I regretted it and so on. HOWEVER, because my mom's computer is a piece of crap, he didn't get it.

Anyway - he knows now that "Laci" is me, and I've lost his trust and he doesn't know about "us" anymore and says that if I'd lie to him about this, then whose to say that I wouldnt lie about other things?

I've learned my lesson, I really have. I wouldn't lie to him again, because it's causing too much pain.

I love him more than anything, and all I wanted was "insider info" that I could use to fix our relationship.......

I dunno what to do. I dunno how to get him to believe me, see my side and trust me again.

If anyone has any advice....PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE let me know.